Gawai Closing Ceremony

Yesterday was the Gawai celebration closing ceremony in Inti College, it was nice to be back for a visit to participate and enjoy the moment with my x-collegues. Melting pot was really nice! a dance piece that we have dance for so many times now. Practice only for a day and i have to team up with alicia to come up with a dance piece for iban dance. It was a great last minute piece but it was ok. Glad that we get trough it but we had so many pictures taken with the students ,and staffs.

A new mall is up - Cold Storage

Hey, its a cool place to shop.. like a feeling you are in another country of something. Lots of imported goods and a relatively logical reason for the display for higher prices put on. A richly combined local and more western touch within the store. Now, Choice Dailys and Choice Premiers outlets will have to do better now there new challenger in the market. Cold Storage - means Fresh meats; fishs fillets; chickens ; seafoods; hams and "Porks" - stored away in the Non -Halal place of course + together with the Wine sections-deliverately breathtaking and price are reasonable. Anyway, the arrangements are great, and product selections are great and lastly, its so near to my house. Now, i can always make do those western recepies i hv stored at the corner of my shelf. Brownies, lovely pizzias and variety smelling cheese - here i come.

Emotion Cartwheel

I was feeling bad two days back. I was hoping that my mum could confort me in anyway, anticipating for her to reach home soon. As soon as a saw her, my tears build up and i pour everything to her, and told her my problems that i had and what i felt nervous about. I was really devastated. My relationship wasn't holding on well, its because of my silly mistakes. I was so desprate that i have to confide in my past to help me in my present. I just can't be the independent anymore. I was really in need of someone to talk to. I should have talk to my mum, or GOD, my sister, these are the ones who loved me, who cared for me, beyond any reasons given in man's mind. What was i thinking to depend on my friends-pouring out my problems like they have non own their own? Everyone has their problem, but i will put aside anything just to be the ears and should for my family. I know, i should not dwell in the past, but my mum have given me a slap or two last nite, telling me and reminding me, what I should be putting my priority on and who I should be having in my life. I cried the whole night, consoling myself that what i have done in the past is wrong and everything will be alright with God's help and learn how to trust in God.
My relationship is now depending on how i am going to change and how i am going to able to trust one another a whole new level. My love for him is true and him to me. I never doubt that and he don't too. Today, he told me that he has forgiven me and he will have to learn how to forget it for it is hard for him to do so. I understand and I am willing to give him the time for him to learn the patience and forget the past-it is the past. He told me that everything will be fine, and he also reminded me that there are bigger things(mistakes) that we have gone through and we get through it slowly and be back together again. I hope that everything will be the same again as before. I prayed that he is my life partner, forever supporting each other and love always.