Uncertainty of luck

My life is just getting better and better. What just had happened are just beyond my wildest imagination. I guess that i was just hard to made it clear to everyone what are your status with your relationship .. being single is hard enough what more to say being in a relationship. Everything is always hard in life. You are being judge terribly when you are single.. you can't date this person or that person because they are not good enough for you? When ever is there a good enough guy out there for all of us? Girls, don't take the crap on first come first serve basis. I know you are hurt from your previous relationship, but that doesnt mean that you can just jump on the next available boat to save your life. Single is being free from any committment. Single means to have fun and make time for you to find the meaning of life. Single mean you shouldnt be judge by your ex's that you are not allowed to be flirt around.. that you should be reserve to him until he made up his mind or even change his mind that he might have made the wrong move to moved on with the new girl in him life? and for how long are you going to keep doing that? thats is idiocracy. Don't waste your time. Courage is what you need to stand up and slap it in his face telling him that he has no right in telling you that you should prove your love's sincerity by keeping yourself for him until god's know when. What would he do when he finally get married with his mistake? What would you do? Your long proven love's sincerity will just be in vain. Man is always being man. They are able to take you in, used you and throw you away just as easily on turning back on his words.

Movies - My own reviews

They were lots of people anticipating to watch the movies as the hall was full. Munching away my bro's snacks and drinking my baby's pepsi, i was watching the flat screen tv on the incoming movies



4th July 2008

Hancock...

This movie is very vague and no praticular storyline to follow. Will Smith talent as an actor is not fully utilised in this movie- most of the acting is just acting; no connection towards the character Hancock. Expected to have more action of being a superheroes - sacrifices; power. How about the bad guys? escapees from jail? He should be able to just wipe the villant away in 1 swipe.... He has every trade of a superhero, except that he is a screw up superhero. What's going on at the hospital? Shouldn't there'll be lots of other patients too? And being to be normal, you have to stay away from your love one. At leat in the end, they still keep the ending happy.



10th July 2008

Hellboy II - The Golden Army...

Original very smooth and took me to the edge of my seat. Poor Abe - the only chance he is able to have feelings with died in order to save the world. Sacrifices? Same old stuff from the 1st sequels. Though in this sequels, there are more towards the nature side where they are trying to show that human are taking nature for granted and how they can be threaturous to our future is turning into a mutant growth in the palnet. Elves and fairies, if they do exist, they bring the balance to the polution and nature.


12th July 2008

Journey to the Centre of the Earth...

Brendan Fraser is an actor that able to bring out the humor parts of a pretty serious movies. Action plus comedy is always my first choice of movie selections. Brendan Fraser acted as a science professor whose untraditional hypotheses have made him the laughing stock of the academic community. But on an expedition in Iceland, he and his nephew stumble upon a major discovery that launches them on a thrilling journey deep beneath the Earth’s surface, where they travel through never-before-seen worlds and encounter a variety of unusual creatures.

Death - Scary?

I was meeting my friends over for a cup of coffee in Bing!... coffee shop they say... cool place and very serene. Watching over the news in the newspapers lying on the table - natural disaster strike the earth left thousands of people died and the matter / way they have died was terrrible and some of them weren't be able to be found. Missing without knowing whether they survived or perished. A question pop-up " what is your biggest fear in life?" the way you died- how do you want your death to be like ? Some of us may want it to be fast and as less painfull as possible. But do we have the choice to choose the way we die....when we don't know when is our last day on earth. It is up to God to decide, our fate , our destiny. If there was a chioce, i would prefer to die in my sleep- sleep as peacefull every night and may it serve the way i end my life- peaceful. Sipping my coffee, i always pictured death to be a drak hooded guy with a scapter in his hand. Ready to strike anytime he wants. Once again... a phrase " it doesn't matter how many years you have in your life, its the life you have in those years." Life and death ... Beginning of the chapter and the ending. Would the way you die be define by the way you lived your life? Think about it...

Openned Channel

Yesterday, arriving at work place, i walked through the hallway.... tons of doors and corners that i passed. Should I take another route to my boss's office will i get to it faster or just giving me the lesser chance in bumping through people's that are on my way... I was just wondering then, what would it be like if we always know in taking the shortest way out in life? What kind of life will that be? Will it be still call life? Was it human nature to go through all the hustle for the fun of it or its in our gene that we are built for challenges? It is complicated enough to have both our God given organ brain and heart to go against each other- glad to have our body to torn in two (if that ever possible). Our mind go for the logical and reasonable decisions and our heart goes for the instinct and feelings. Where should our path go? How do we know where we are at? what should we do in order to chose the perfect possible future. I guess every choices and decision we will make in life, will always open a new destinations, situations, choices and guidiance to the future-destiny which we will see as the near to the future we could have imagined in our dreams.

Internet crisis? or Life Crisis?

I was not able to go online for almost a week now and i felt like i was lack of my neccesseties. In internet and technology becocme part of our neccesseties? If yes, how are we to live without them? Blogging, Surfing, Uploading, Downloading, normal jargon that we use to describe what we are doing in daily lifes. Handphones are making the world smaller and smaller. to me, it is just another prison we have to put up with in every situation you could ever imagine. How could we go back with these needs to communicate? Do we have so much to talked about or there are just things that happen in life we can't just keep personal? Has life becomes as transparent as we accidently create or it is just the uncertain outcomes we weren't able to see in the future. Since when does handphone become the measurements of our relationships? Does excessive use of handphone treathen our native methods of coomunication in relationship? Can this IT threaten our trust that we primitively have between us in a relationship? Then, have it said, what is trust...? Is trust where you being transparent and being judged by how fast can ou answer a quiestion, or trust measured by the total amount of access you have in others life? These ar ethe things that i would just think about tonite, in tears.

Sunday Show

The show was great, writing this story while listening to David Cook, a song i once shared with a friend. The show was a great success... as we had gruelly practice religiously everyday for the past one week... the perfecticise the dance rythm and the coordinations. There were dance moves of every kind of tribal race in Sarawak; Melanau; Bidayuh;Iban;Malays;Ulu Orang; dun forget the international contributions, Pakistanis, Nigeria and China. More overly, it was fun. I enjoyed dancing my life away, if only life can be compare with dance steps, some are fast , some are slow, some are difficlut to catch up with, some are easy. Life is the rythm in the beat of life. That's how i see it now. I should not let anyone control me from feeling the rythm of my life. It is how one will live the song, know and feels it.