new life new beginning

my heart grows very weary with the problems and issues that poisoned my relationship with anthony. however... time was the healer that my broken heart needed. A few months now, i have been going out with all the single friends i had, hanging out with them.. trying my best to keep me busy and get distracted from the hurt i was going through. The process is gruesome. It was hard and harsh. All i care was to get rid of all the memories i have with him. There i was, hanging out with my single buddy friend, nigel... he was good enough to introduce me to his group of friends who went through the same ordeal as i am. He first introduce me to Hatta; a great and sweet muslim guy, William Egat; an Iban guy who works in Segi College, and his cousin David Liman; a charming, handsome guy who is the same age as Hatta... I was so shy and keeping myself in cool ; ordered a Ice Blended Chocolate dirnk and a slice of American Chocolate cake. It was interesting to be surrounded by great, charming, and good looking guy all at once... but I had my eyes on David. He was mysterious, and he made my heart beating faster everytime his eyes caught my eyes stealing a glimps at him. As they chat the time away, my mind wonder a lot and is full with questions about David. All these eligible bachelors, what are they doing here? Where are their partners? Are they gay? What's wrong with these guys? Could I be looking at a potential boyfriend or just great friends?
When its time to leave, saying goodbye was the hardest part. Would I see them again?Would this be last time I meet them? Getting their name right... and I had the courage to ask Nigel for David's number. My heart leaps for joy when i receive a reply of his number in Nigel's sms. I was happy but shaking terribly with fear. What should I say? How do I start the conversation? How will he react? What would he think of me?
On one Monday morning...I gather up my courage to text him... I planned to introduce myself; my name and a typical morning greeting. as my thumb pressing on the the sent button on my phone, I knew it was too late to turn back. 10minutes later.. still no reply. Fhew... glad that he might just choose to ignore my silly sms...
Suddenly, the "Pieces of me.." song by Britney Spears was played ... A message tone from my phone... Who would be sending the sms.. As i looked it up, it was David. My heart had paused! I was stunted. He replied gently and with simple answer.... My heart take a deep breath.
With these introduction, my love have grown...